Sew Sew Sew!

I love to sew! I have been a busy little beaver! I made a tables runners for mothers day , birthday gifts for Lacy, Cody, & Shanna, a Surgery gift for Lacy, and helped my friend Morgan make a table runner for her mom. I also have been busy with school. I ended up getting a 4.0 this last semester!!! Why isn't there enough time in the day to sew more?

It was so weird the other day... I realized my hair is finely long again. O how I have missed it. Check out the wicked awesome drapes I made for the kitchen! Love them! I also have been baby gifts for people in our ward. Seems like every other week someone is popping out a little bundle of joy. Isn't this whale the cutest thing you have ever seen. I have a bunch more with different animals and things on them. I will take more pictures.

Adam and I have been really busy with the house. Right now on the weekends we have been working on the basement. It's actually been fun for me to learn how to saw boards, shoot concrete nails , use a nail gun, measure the right way and a whole bunch of things I had no idea how to do. I'm hoping we can have the basement finished by next fall. We have so many plans I don't know how we will possible get to everything. Our Up stairs bathroom is going to be split into 2, also I want a garden, O and I want to can fruit and jams this summer, and go camping..... and I'm sure that will keep a busy for a while.

I have a new happy place. Our pair bedroom as been made into my sewing room. I love it because I can just go in there every second I get and make something! I have been making the pink and green quilt for school. I have made 2 table runners (Valentines and st. Patrick's day) Its been really fun.

I have decided to maybe start blogging again. I was just a little burned out when I stopped in December. I know that I don't always have the best grammar so I apologize. I really love reading everyone else's blogs so thank you! I love keeping up on whats going on with your family's.
I am currently on my 5th round of Clomid and we have our fingers crossed! Hope we finally get pregnant. It seems like that 2 year mark is creeping closer and closer. I really really hope that 2011 is the year of the baby for us. One thing I have been doing to keep my mind busy is sewing! I love it and it is so fun to think of things to make. I will upload some pictures of the things I have been making lately. School has been going well. Adam and I are great (besides the non pregnant thing) I feel like we are so much closer than we ever used to be. I love him so much and he treats me like a little princess. Everyday I cant wait for him to get home after work so we can hang out. I know one thing and that is when we finally do have a child it is going to be loved so much because Adam and I have so much love for each other. And that's how it should be. I cant wait to blog about a baby! But for now we are suck with just little old Adam and Krystal .

I am writing today about some bad news. I have been struggling with the decision to share or not...... I hope that writing a little bit will promote some healing. Recently Adam and I were blessed to find out that we were expecting. I was so excited! Finally after 15 long months it happened. Right as soon as I got off work I rushed to Adam's work so I could tell him the wonderful news. I bought the cutest little t shirt and wrapped it up and then gave it to him. It was such a happy and sweet moment when he put to and to together. Needless to say we were overjoyed. I started going to the doctor to make sure my pregnancy hormones were doing what they were supposed to do. We found that they seemed to be a bit sluggish but still rising ( within range) so things were going well. They were concerned that the pregnancy may not go well but we were determined to keep things positive. On Thanksgiving day I was 6 weeks along. That night I started feeling pain on my right side and we decided to go the the ER just to make sure everything was ok. I ended up having to stay overnight and into the next day. I was diagnosed with an ectopic pregnancy and shortly after started to miscarry. The whole experience has been one of the most painful things I have ever gone through both physically and emotionally. Due to some of the medication I had to take we have to wait up to 6 months before we can try again to conceive. 6 months seems like an eternity and I am hoping we don't have to wait the whole time. I am coming to accept Heavenly Father's will although it is extremely difficult. I have been touched by all of the love and support that I have received. My husband has been my rock and I am so thankful for him. Having a m/c was one of my worst fears but I survived and I hope I am learning whatever lesson I am supposed to. I hope with time that my heart will heal and I hope Adam and I will be able to have a little family of our own some day.

More pics of the house. I took these pictures of the outside right before we had a snow storm. We got about 10" in one day! Holy Crap! It's super cold here. Today it was about 16..... I have been layering like crazy just trying to stay warm.