Well as some of you know we have been seeing a fertility specialist. I just found out today that I have PCOS ( poly cystic ovarian syndrome). I am really bummed. But we are going to try clomed for the next few months... I hope it works! I am trying my best not to loose hope and also not to get my hopes up to much. I keep thinking that I couldn't possably want a baby any more then I do right now. But then more time goes by and I want one more and more. I have been having blood test and doing all sorts of pills and I just keep thinking that it will be all worth it in the end. I hope that it doesn't take us to much longer. I wont complain when i get morning sickness, or have an aching back, stretch marks, and what ever else comes with being pregnant. I will just be so happy and thankful.